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just a day just an ordinary world...   
10:40am 17/08/2002
 
mood: awake
just trying to get by...

so yeh yesterday was actually a good day... at the end. woke up still a lil pist off bout the other night bout around 1 everything got better. had to work at 4... but its all good bc i worked with tim and it was fun.. leigh came in around 6 and sage, me and her always have fun with the horrible music that they play and sing and pretend that we are britney spears... sweet man. so yeh dad picked me up from work... embarrassing moment there... came to my dads for the WHOLE week and im gunna go insane!! but yeh tim called and then i went to bed...

todays my damn family bday party and im not really looking forward to it... family sorta makes me mad but nothing i can do bout it now... damn u!

so now i have one day till my bday and trying to figure out which day i have free in order to go to the dmv... im gunna fail. first person to fail there permit test is def going to be me :'( im so scared! how pathetic
 
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this is my nite...   
09:51pm 15/08/2002
 
mood: bored
yeh im def VERY bored tonight bc im basically grounded for nothing... tims at a party... ehh sorta scared, leelee, ali and eiry are all out having fun tonight so im sorta upset bout that and im just all in all mad bc i hate being home... but my sis' did take me out so we went to target and ogot some college supplies for her... :'( it really is quite sad... i am really gunna miss her... then went to the mall to find her a cd and i got a sweet new cell phone cover... its blue and sparkly and its really cool... well at least i think it is... well im going to bed... timmys calling at 11 from the party so i dno whats up... my life sucks



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family sucks...   
06:58pm 15/08/2002
 
mood: aggravated
woke up at 11 today... was up late bc timmy kept me up, jk. then painted to deck bc im being paid to... yeah! so yeh then he called around 12. got ready, he picked me up around 2. went to the mall... both didnt see n e thing we wanted or needed, sat in the food court for about 45 mins talking... long conversation. got gas, got our paychecks, then went to brendons to chill for a lil while... it was fun. came back here and timmy stayed for a lil while. he left, mom went physco bc i called my sis a bitch... i really dont like family sometimes, and uhhh! jesus now i dont know what the fuck im doing tonight! so pist off! i just wanna leave... this is why i dont stay home... nagging mom who never stops bitching... ehk!!
 
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going back to sleeeeep   
10:33am 14/08/2002
 
mood: sore
well yesterday was very tiring... woke up at the ass crack of dawn so kts could go to work. came back home, slept some, and woke up at like 12:30... thats not healthy i dont think...

tim-my called me at 3:30. made plans... he picked me up around 4:30. went to his hizouse for his birthday... met the parents... ekk! so scary... ate dinner, went for walk, went to store, he got a cell phone... watched tv, went outside and talked... his mom thinks i smoke but hey whatcha gunna do... toke me home around 10... came home called me and talked, went to bed at 1... good night all in all... now im going BACK to bed... so schleepy
 
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STARRY NITE   
10:05am 13/08/2002
 
mood: peaceful
alright well yesterday def was a very good day... woke up at the ass crack of dawn (only bad moment) bc my sis had to go to camp and we were at my dads so he toke me home. and then i came home did laundry and went back to sleep till bout 10. made plans with kts, tim picked me up around 12. went to kts around 1 and ben kts tim and i all went out to lunch. the talks we had were quite disgusting... but yeh thats ben for ya... went back to kts, tim left at 3:30, ben brought kt and me to my house to grab a few things... went back to kts. watched bout 3 hours of tv bc we both we're so damn tired (for different reason...?) then ben came back over at like 8:30, tim came over at like 9:15... went to bens... had a bonfire and went swimming... good time. went back to fire... awww the nice starry night... how romantic (in bens words) so yeh... went to kts around 12:30 and then hit the sack and woke up at the ass crack of dawn bc she had to work... im going on waking up early the past 4 days... ehhh not good. im gunna go sleep... going out tonight, again. cant wait... gunna be sweet!

call the cell if u ever need me bc i got one! 733*8189
 
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toronto blows   
01:38pm 11/08/2002
 
mood: sick
had no fun in toronto... just wanted to come home...

went to tims hockey game last night with ali... we were lost the whole entire time... went to wendys after, toke ali home and then he stayed till bout 12:30 er so... did a lot of talking

went to work at the ass crack of dawn this morning around 9, got a visit from someone that i didnt need and just made me so mad that i got sick... so i got let out early at 1 so now im makin plans to go to the mall with kts bc we're so bored and i need to sneakers sooo yeh... thats my day
 
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SO bored....   
09:45pm 08/08/2002
 
mood: distressed
Name: Alycia
Nicknames: akime, lycia, lysh, lycias
AOL Names: akime1027
Sex: Female
Where Do You Live: Mendon
Birth date: August 18th, 1986
Sign: Leo

Misc:
Do you like school: sometimes
Have You Ever Been Kicked Out Of School: does in school suspension count??
Do you like to talk on the telephone? def yes
Do you have your own line? nope
Do you like to dance? i LOVE to dance
Are you scared to ask someone out? uhh yeh
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? yeah
Have you ever thought you were gonna die? driving w/matt
Have you ever broken/fractured a bone? no
Do you have any piercings? ears
Do you sing in the shower? def
Can you swim? haha yes
Have you ever stolen anything? yes
What's on your ceiling? josh hartnett was
What color is your toothbrush? pink and white
What do you wear to bed? this really isnt public knowledge but tank top and underwear usually
Whats the best feeling in the world? being w/that one person
Would you ever die for someone you love? yeh
Do you think looks are important? no
What do you look for in a guy/girl? def smile, smell, eyes
How many kids do you want to have? 2-3
What are you wearing right now? shorts and t-shirt

Favorites
Color: light blue
Song: jimmy eat world song.. forgot the name
Singer: dont really got a fav.
Band: dont got one really
Radio Station: 94.1
Movie: "Love & Basketball" "A Walk to Remember" "Serendipity"
TV Show: CSI
Salad Dressing: blue cheese
Pop: mt. dew
Cookie: m&m choc.
Candy: Snickers
Season: beginning of fall and spring
Flower: PINK ROSES... dude im in love w/em
Actor: josh hartnett.. who else
Actress: juila roberts
Dog/Cat?: cat
Ketchup/Mustard?: Ketchup
Shampoo/Conditioner?: condi.
Abercrombie/American Eagle?: AF
Gold/Silver?: Silver
TV/Movie?: Movie
Dark/Light?: dark
Rain/Sun?: depends on the activity going on in the weather... always wanted to be kissed in the rain
Blonde/Brunette?: guys? brunette
Curly/Straight: doesnt matter but its gotta be short
Sugar/Vinegar: Sugar
Cocoa Puffs/Fruity Pebbles: fruity pepples
Cereal/Oatmeal: Cereal
Coffee/Cappucino: COFFEE and wait both1

Friends
Best friends: colin, leelee, ali, kts, hiller, bethy, kfoss, erin p, erin t, posner, robbie t, alex, matt, wade, cody, kade
Most Outgoing: leigh and her damn skating
Shyest: DEF kade
Smartest: cody
Prettiest: ali and kts
Best Personality: all of em, y would i b their friends if they didnt have good personalities

ABOUT YOU
Hair color?: undetermined
Eye color?: hazel
Height?: 5'5
Shoe size?: 8
Do you care about the way you look?: def not seeing as though i went to target, mall and kmart this morning just waking up
Do you get tan?: yep
Do you have contacts or glasses?: glasses
Do you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend?: not n e more
Do u have a crush: dude ive got no idea
Who?: between 2 peeps
Are u afraid to ask them out: no bc it wouldnt work

ARE YOU A
Class Clown: o god no
Goodie 2 Shoes?: uhh depends on my moods
Daydreamer?: def
Bitch?: o god yes
Angel?: uhh to my mom

HAVE YOU EVER
Eaten an entire box of oreo's?: damn no
Gotten in a car accident?: yes
Watched "Punky Brewster"?: haha yes
Death Valley on horseback?: say what
Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: this whole year bc i didnt like ppl

IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU
Cried?: alright ur talking to alycia kime here
Not known the answer in class?: we dont got school
Cut your hair?: nope
Worn a skirt?: nope
Worn a tie?: nope
Been mean?: yeh
Been sarcastic?: yep
Gone for a walk?: yeah
Gone out for dinner?: nope
Meet someone new: yes
Taken a test?: yes
Talked to an ex?: jesus yes and it aint pretty
Missed an ex?: yeh
Missed someone?: yes :'( (kts)
Hugged someone?: yes
Danced with someone?: nana yes
Had a nightmare?: yes
Fought with your parents?: prally
Kissed someone?: yeh... bad alycia!

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Showered?: this morning
Are you lonely?: yes
Are you hungry?: nope
Are you talking to someone online? yeah
What sports do/did you play for your school?: quit em all

THE FEELINGS SIDE
What do you feel about the Ouija board? scary
How do you feel about reincarnation? don't care
Worst feeling in the world?: losing that one fuckin person


The PAST Side
Memory [thing] you miss most?: 4 months ago
Thing u regretted doing after u did it?: last dance... ehh not pretty
Memory u would like to forget?: exercist thats all i gotta say
Last person you talked to on the phone?: beffy
Last song you listened to?: some song in hillers car
TV show you wish they would re-air again?: USA High

The FUTURE Side
Occupation?: Counsuler.. ?? spelling
Dream Car?: ehhh dno
Marriage?: yes
Honeymoon? yes
Where will u live?: i dno yet
What are you doing tomorrow: going to toronto

Favorites
Shampoo?: thermasilk
Toothpaste?: auhh dno
Soap?: white one that smells good.. shit brain isnt working
Cousin(s)? Jen
Big or little?: BIG
Lace or satin?: Satin
Red or blue?: Blue
New or old?: either
Teeny or weeny?: Teeny
Dawson's Creek or Party of Five? Dawsons creek
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt?: dont care
Jeans or cords?: Jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt?: hoodies
T-shirt or tank top?: Tank
Private school or public school?: HF-L
Chocolate milk or plain?: plain
Spring or fall?: both
History or science?: Science
The way it is or the way it was?: way it was
Oldies or pop?: ehhhh pop?
If u could meet one person dead or alive who would it
be?: dno
Do you rank your call waiting in order of favorite
friends?: no
Who's your funniest friend?: hiller and kira
Who do you hang out with the most?: uhh beth
Who do you E-mail the most?: matt
Whose parents do you know the best: leighs
Who do you go to for for advice?: colin
Who do you go to talk to about girls or guys?: colin
Who knows all your secrets?: colin
Who do you get the most surveys from: laura
Who are you jealous of?: not saying
Who has the best room?: leigh

LET'S TALK ABOUT SEX
What is your sexual preference (guys, girls, or
both)?: guys
Have you ever been in love?: u could call it that
Do you ever dance around naked?: uhh no?
Lied about your bra/jock strap size?: no dont need to haha jk
Worn undergarments belonging to someone of the
opposite sex?: haha yes
Run away from cops?: yes

THE CRUSH SIDE
Followed your crush around?: uhh sorta
What's the first thing you look for in a guy/girl?:
didnt i already do this?
Total turn on: BODY! damnit abs
Total turn off: bad breathe
Do you think pre-marital sex is wrong?: auhh itd help if i knew what it was

Random Questions
What is the nearest photograph near you right now?:
pic of me cocked off my ass from last dance
Do you make fun of People?:thats my personality

SPORTS
Fav baseball team: Yankees
Fav basketball team: HF-L
Fav hockey team: tim's team!
Fav curling team: matts team
The last sporting event you watched: football

LIFE
School: HF-L
Fav class: ur mom?
Fav store: AF

COMPARISONS
Braves or Yankees? Yankees
Country music or pop? pop
Soda or pop? Pop
California or Florida? FLA
Gap or Old Navy? Gap
Friday or Saturday? Friday
Laptop or Desktop? Desktop
Jag or Mercedes? mercedes
Christina Aguilera or Brittany Spears? BRITNEY SPEARS!
NSYNC or BSB? nsync
2Ge+her or Whoa!? 2ge+her
June or July? june
High School or grammar school? High School
Letterman or Leno? Leno
Mets or Yankees? Yankees
Blue or Green? either

tonight was a good nite... def crashed the soccer party... good time... leave for CANADA tomorrow! yahoo.. dead tired... proly gunna go to bed soon
 
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and..   
05:23pm 08/08/2002
  and one last thing...

u really are honestly a stupid fuck... stop telling ppl where i am and who im with just bc im not with u. they dont care! jesus get a f'n life and just butt out sometimes ok? u think im so hurt over this but i know its what we both need and im fine with it.. so lets leave it at that and when we both can talk without being dumb... we'll talk
 
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alright so whats the dili-o   
05:04pm 08/08/2002
 
mood: flirty
alright so yes yesterday def sucked major balls bc i had to work from like 4-9 two hours more then i had to bc cammy is such a nice guy and decided to switch with me... so yes worked, but i got to talk to tim for a while! it was worth it

so yeh got home hiller and bethy came over... leigh fell asleep so she didnt quite make it over. didnt do n e thing really, rob and alex came over bc im such a nice gal!

woke up, tried to make damn pancakes but ehhh that didnt work, went to target, kmart and then finall kb toys had what we wanted...

came home, cleaned and made plans with tim reynolds. went to see signs with him, it was good... i felt like such a damn 7th grader going on her first date. didnt know if he was going to pay, was all nervous when we we're talking, didnt know what i say to him, but it was good... i had a lot of fun and i def do it again...

came home and finialized our amazing plan for tonight and now im outta here to do some shitz around the house... later
 
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aww this is nice...   
01:16pm 08/08/2002
  THE FOLLOWING IS A CHINESE GOOD LUCK TANTRA TOTEM.

ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR.
When you say, "I love you", mean it.

FIVE.
When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.

SIX.
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.
Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.
In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.

ELEVEN.
Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE.
Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN.
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN.
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN.
Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN.
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN.
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN.
When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY.
Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice..

TWENTY ONE.
Spend some time alone.
 
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TO BEF-FY   
03:37pm 06/08/2002
  just wanted to let u know that when i fell getting to leighs car last nite... i def have a cut and it bled through my pants... or maybe thats just pizza sauce... ha ill let u know when i find out!  
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blahhh days...   
03:13pm 06/08/2002
 
mood: cold
yesterday was a blahh day and i dont think ive ever slept so much these past few days... i slept till like 12 yesterday and got woken up by the damn phone ringing... stupid phone!

so yeh around 6 matt and wade picked up my lil sis and i and we went to matts hizouse to watch a movie. left and didnt know where to go. went back to his house, called my mom and then we went to my house and went swimming, matt toke me to hillers after we picked up bethy b who like died for the past week...

hillers house at like 9:30 go pizza, and movie. favorite person was at the video store... grrr, went to hillers. watched the movie. everyone fell asleep on bethy and me... hahaha dude i love that girl... its our lil secret and no one will EVER know! it was hilarious! so yes then we woke up at the ass crack of dawn so hiller could go to work...

went to breakfast. had to break into my house once again to get money... i hate doing that, so yeh went to breakfast came home around 10, slept till 12:30 er soo... went to the school bc some stupid fuck toke my bag and half my shit was found. kts my tank top is back! sweeeet so im still missing my teddy bear colin gave me and my makeup and a pair of pants. stupid fucker. if i see someone wearing them next year i swear to god i will kick their ass bc im the only one that had those pants.. so watch out now!

came home, fell asleep again watching tv, woke up and realize i have to be at work in freakin 2 1/2 hours.. ehh no! i have to f'n close by myself tonight! :'( so yeh im done and ill be back later... i suppose

matt has districts this week and he isnt home yet which means he went to the next round! good job and good luck matt! :)
 
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mwahhh   
01:45pm 05/08/2002
 
mood: frustrated
nine things you wear daily:
*shirt er something
*shorts or pants
*deodorant
*underwear
*watch
*my rings
*hair tie on my wrist
*bra...

eight movies you'd watch over and over:
*Love & Basketball
*A Walk To Remember
*Pearl Harbor
*Serendipity
*Mulan
*Here on Earth
*Top Gun
*Dirty Dancing

seven albums that matter (to me at least!):

*Nelly
*Britney Spears
*Incubus
*Vanessa Carlton
*Avril
*Ghetto Mix
*Girls Mix

six objects you touch every day:
*pillow
*does my hair count?
*phone
*toothbrush
*blankie
*clothes

five things you do every day:
*Smile
*Talk
*be sarcastic
*have my daily hour convo with colin online
*giggle

three of your favorite songs at this moment:
*"Dilemma" - Nelly
*"Britney Spears" - Overprotected
*"Hot in Here"- Nelly

three people that have influenced your life:
*Mommy
*colin
*Leelee and ali

One thing you could spend the rest of ur life doing
*def just being happy and smiling


People you expect to be in your wedding:
*Leelee
*ALison
*Cody
*Kade
*Mommy
*Colin baby
*Matt

what are you wearing right now
*black tank top
*potsdamn bball shorts

Things you collect:
*movie stubs
*pictures
*letters

what you would like to own/buy at this moment:
*cell phone

what kind of car you have:
*dodge spirit... if only i could drive

do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend?:
*i dont know what the hell ud call him... but he def is a boy thats a friend??

2 things that make you smile
*my bunny, thumper
*colin
 
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someone please help me...   
10:49pm 04/08/2002
 
mood: exanimate
i just want to stop THINKING or CARING so much bout the stupid LIL things in life!! auhhhhh damnit i really hope this thing goes down tomorrow nite bc i NEED to get OUT and meet guys and just STOP what im doing... erin please let this happen!
 
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ehhhhh   
09:59pm 04/08/2002
 
mood: curious
Five Things That Make You Laugh
1. KTs when shes drunk
2. bethy trying to NOT talk... werid
3. when ali freakin laughs like whoa
4. leelee always falling
5. hiller trying to be smart

Five Things That Scare You
1. losing my mom
2. having no one
3. being alone
4. not being loved
5. CLOWNS!!!

Five Things You Love
1. nice ppl
2. colin
3. my friendships
4. girlz nites out
5. PINK ROSES

Five Things You Hate
1. ppl who come into the store at 9 when we're f'n closing!
2. stupid ppl
3. rude ppl
4. saying goodbyes
5. when ppl just basically are cruel to u.. walk all over u

Five Things You Don't Understand
1. matt
2. myself
3. cody... never will
4. life
5. the way the receipt thingy doesnt use ink...

Five Things On Your Desk
1. remote
2. scissors
3. lemon iced tea snapple (beffy)
4. blank CDs
5. nail file???

Five Facts About You
1. i am the MOST confused girl u will ever meet
2. i am a very jealous person
3. i have a huge ass smile when im happy
4. my laugh is very loud... sorry
5. sometimes i just like to be held... thats all

Five Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
1. go to college
2. marry the 1 person i love
3. be happy
4. bunjee jump
5. have a husky named cooper

Five Things You Can Do
1. emotional drive ppl crazy
2. confuse myself VERY easily
3. think to much into things
4. make ppl laugh
5. smile even when im at my lowest moment

Five Things You Can't Do
1. make ppl understand me
2. be perfect
3. make colin be my friend
4. live without my mom
5. tell someone that i love them when i honestly do

Five Songs/Artists To Which People Should Give a
Listen and/or a second chance
1. britney spears...
2. hmm nelly
3. Goo Goo Dolls
4. incubus
5. ur mom???

Five Things That Turn You On About The Opposite Sex
1. eyes
2. smile
3. abs... auh im obsessed
4. sensitivity.. colin it comes in handy
5. can make me smile when im at my worst

Five Things You Say The Most
1. i dno
2. i dont care
3. im confused
4. whoa
5. auhh
 
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these past few days...   
10:01pm 02/08/2002
 
mood: annoyed
has been quite the excitement! alright so wtf did i do... kts and leigh came over after work last nite and it def was a nite we talked and talked and talked. haha good things and then very bad things...

so yes we talked, ate some food, talked, and just talked basically... they both left at the ass crack of dawn bc one had to skate and the other had to work... so yeh got up called my good friend colin... we made plans...

he picked me up around 11:45-12 and we went to his house. watched a movie, played pool, talked... good times. it was good. so yes then i came home... not a fun moment there... fought with the one person i always fight with... yeh so fuck it i guess, i dno what is going on... so now im like confused but hey whats new... went to work and had to work at 6-9... sucked major balls but it was fun in a way. now at my dads and def waitin for some to go down tonight bc it basically is going to go down... quite scared... tell u more bout it later when i know more bout it... aight.. well im outtie

peace
 
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JUST A BEAUITFUL DAY OUT!   
02:51pm 01/08/2002
 
mood: ecstatic
well today should be a horrible day bc i did something but ya know what... millions of weights we're just dropped of my shoulders and im so FUCKIN happy...

lee lee and kts should be coming over tongiht but i dont know if they are... they're both a lil slow at getting back to me, gotta work at 6 till close so that sucks major balls but hey at least i get paid today! so yey! but yes then tomorrow is going to be my dream come true!!


I GET TO SEE MY COLIN BABY! i havent seen him basically all summer just the 2 of us so it should be good bc we are going to hang out and talk and let everything out! i love him! i really do! and he is the GREATEST best friend in the whole entire world and i wouldnt trade him in for n e thing!

cody i was thinking bout u today adn was going to call but then i realized that your at darien lake. u better be having fun and when u come back u better let me know when we're hanging out again. it better be before i leave!

so im off and going to tan with this beauitful weather and realize how happy i am for the first time in SO LONG! :)
 
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i am OFFICIALLY UNgrounded today! yey!   
10:05am 01/08/2002
 
mood: anxious
alright today im not grounded and i am sooo happy! i think kts and i r hanging out bc that girl has been dead but im just so happy that i dont have to stay in my house n e longer and i can go out! yahoo!! but i gotta work at 6 so thats a bummer but hey... at least i dont have to sit home... YEY!

cody u know incubus whats the song when in the music video... she screams everytime a certain time comes on her watch... i think its incubus but u gotta know... u know everything bout music basically... so help me out
 
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MEHH...   
08:57pm 31/07/2002
 
mood: exhausted
alright today def was a werid day. i start off my morning by just being in a bad mood. go online and talk to some ppl before i get bitched at by someone so i sign off and matt calls...

we decide that we havent seen eachother in a few days so we should see eachother. he comes over. we talk... surprise surprise... he stays till bout 2ish... goes golfing with his dad and its now 9 and is still missing in action?? hmmmm makes me think... bad thoughts....


so yes while i was home by myself from 2-now i slept. grandparents picked me up at around 4:30. went to mall for birthday and bought clothes... i love clothes... ecspeically ones that i get for free! yey! so yes... then went out to dinner. HOT waitor! damn i was like please just like keep coming back to our table to just talk. i dont think ive ever asked for so many refills on my drink so he would keep coming back... which means now i gotta go pee but like u all wanted to know...

so yes i came home to an empty house once again.. dont think n e one likes me... so yeh dont really like being online n e more bc no ones on... and if they are on they have ppl over and are just being gay... so yeh now ill prolly go to bed even though its only nine but im tired bc i dont sleep so yeh... bed time for me... later
 
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sister bonding time...   
11:30pm 30/07/2002
 
mood: uncomfortable
today def was a good day even though im grounded i still got to go out!

so my day starts off with some stupid fuck callin at like 9 to talk to my sister bout a credit card. i go physco and yell so i fall back asleep then wake up at 10:30. then i ate some breakfast. called matt... went online. got into a stupid fight that just really made me think but it was just stupid...

got ready, went to DMV with my sister to get my manuel thingy bc i def can drive really soong!! then went out to lunch. good times got some sister bonding time. then we came home. i dont even remember what i did. lee lee called me and she def needed someone to talk so she came over and we talked. def we both needed it. im glad that im the friend that she comes to when shes on the boundries of exploding and im glad shes the friend that i can go to and just cry to 2... our friendship def is the best and i wouldnt trade it in for the world... hahah kool aid pads... gunna def be my science fair project for next year.. a kool aid thingy that looks like a tampon the dissolves... and who ever gets the string wins a prize!! dont ask

went out with my sister, picked up her friend. went to hmm i dont even know where... oh barnes and nobles got some coffee. called matt while he was in the middle of a movie... whoops then went on the canal and drank and talked... good quote:

im sitting there fixing my sisters bra strap bc its all twisted (sounds disgusting but its one of my pet peeves) so my sis says...
"i want a boyfriend"
me: "so he can fix ur bra straps?"
and it turns out she said that bc there was a couple behind us and i didnt even notice... u had to be there

i hit some ducks with some wood and it just wasnt good.. i thought it was hilarious

so we came home earlier then we expected but im sorta mad now that im home... i sit home and worry if ur alright bc ur doing something that u shouldnt but im okay... i can deal with it... i do miss u though.... fuckkk the world. i hate how things always turn out the way u dont WANT them too... but everything is good... only one more day till grounding is over! sweeet
 
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